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Karameloo & Toffee "All I need in this life of sin,Is me & my gf!!!!""Down to ride to the bloody end, just me and my gf!!!!" March 13 Sweet Goodbyes GoodBye :)
Hey everybody am sorry to inform u all that am not gonna write again in this space am gonna leave it as it is am not gonna delete it but i wont update it again cuz i dont have the mind or the time to do so , maybe after a while or something it is there for anyone who liked whatever was in it :)
thanks for everyone who commented here before and thanks for all yr support :)
take care all
bye February 25 Home....Redefining Words
Before :-
Coming home from work , tired , pissed off the ride , the trafic , the noise , hungry , wanna rest , wanna smell some fresh air........ eating my meal washing my hands, praying and stay sometime on the PC check mails and shut the pc . Turn on some music , get into bed , put my head on my pillow and think........this moment this bed this dimmed light , this soft music , this is when i feel HOME when i rest my head from the full blown day , at last this is HOME.
After :-
And then she came into my life , enlightened me ,made me feel better ,feeling loved ,cared for , wanted in an extreme way......feeling like a Hero. she came with her own update to my life dictionary , She came with the wind of change , with the colors to my black and white picture , everything is more alive now. And now i come to my home after work do the same things that i used to do and in the end lay on my bed put my head on the pillow and play the music but.......this is different , this is not home now , now i just knew what is really HOME , it is.... when she is between my arms when i feel her breath on my chest , when i feel this little small heart beats , when i smell her hair and playwith it softly when she whispers ,this is home , this is when i really rest , this is where i wish i would always be , where i wish it stays like this forever...... I love my home , the new one , yr body is my bed , yr heart beat is my music , yr hair is my pillow........Only u could change my life , only u redefined my words ,and the word home wouldnt exsist without u.......I love u ,forever U
HameedO :) January 23 The ClockTick tick tock, I wanna kill this clock
Looking to the clock and i just cant wait , Why doesn't it move and go on better than this slow rate , I'm waiting and waiting and believe me it's not a good state , It is 7:55 i showered i prayed and i even ate , All this i have done and it is still eight! At last she is coming soon , I'm feeling great! But this damn clock is so slow and that is what i hate , I cant sleep from thinking and cant stop to anticipate....., The time she is coming would she be early or on time or maybe late :( , Wish i could change time or turn the hand of fate , wish i had u in my arms now....my breath my life my love my one and only soulmate.
Before she comes HameedO December 24 DevilmaN
DevilmaN
I just feel u behind me , Beside me inside me , I dont know how close are we , But i wanna go as far as i can be ,
What is this? Is this my shadow i see , Why does it look scary? Why does it look darker , One fact in my life not two or three , The word devil is so clear in my life , it doesnt need a marker ,
Yeah like any human i made u smile , But didnt make u reach the top yet , I dont have this big chunky sins in my file , And to make me do it , u wish , and i bet ,
So i guess i'll always be a devilman , I'm wanted , i'm haunted , i'm your target to follow , U tried hard , but i dont think u can , Make me step in dirt , i'm not that easy to swallow ,
I'm not a hopeless case for u , Cuz i tend to do mistakes everynow and then , But god enlightens me too , And wont let me swim in your lake of sin .
HameedO 24 - 12 - 2005 December 01 A TeaRA TeaR
A tear that blows yr mind away ....Makes yr world sway ....Makes u dont know what to do ....Makes yr skin color change to blue A tear that stings like bees ....Can make u fly over seas ....Means alot ....Hits the spot A tear that makes yr heart bleed ....In yr heart grows a sad seed ....Cries out loud ....In yr head makes a screaming sound A tear that comes from someone so dear ....Whispers sad words in yr ear ....U wished it was in yr eye ....Makes u wonder WHY?.....
....WHY? wasnt i beside her now to wipe it from her cheeks with a kiss , And hold her tight in my arms , this cute girl that my heart really miss....
Sometimes i wish it was me instead , Sometimes i wish i could hide u in my head , Sometimes i wish i could erase all the things that they have said , And remove this tears of blood they shed..
But I'm just to far to make u feel right , To turn yr black clouds into white , To take u in my arms and have a nice flight , In our dreams and reach the highest height , And make u see the stars so bright , Until u r tired & want to sleep & i kiss u and make the covers on u so tight , And just stay beside u looking at yr beauty and just stay there all night... My lovely princess , my love , my eternal light......
** whenever u r sad just think of our love and fly in yr dreams cuz this is what i do , i just imagine u , cuz u make me feel great and so true**
HameedO 30 - 11 - 2005 November 19 Greed In Your StreetGreed In Your Street
Aint it funny , This life is all about money , With it yr life is fresh and sunny , When u have it everything is sweet like honey , You love it like a carot to a bunny ,
It is just printed papers in yr pocket , And oh yeah they can do alot , Now they will ruin yr life and fuck it , U can be dead behind yr home in this dirty spot , Just give them the money and zip it , Cuz either u give them a cold answer or u will feel there bullets and it is HOT .
**"U did the big sin anyway u have those basterds in yr wallet . U got payed well and isnt it ironic yr gonna pay back . But how much!!...."
HameedO 19 - 11 - 2005 November 16 Women :)Well i didnt write this blog but i read it so i wanted to share cuz it is really funny :) [no offence for any girl but most of the car driving related things in this blog happens really and it makes me laugh like hell specially the ending hehehee :) ] enjoy :)
Difference between boys and girls when getting cash from an ATM Boys: 1- Drive to the bank, park, go to the Cash Dispenser 2- Insert card 3- Dial code and desired amount 4-Take the cash and the card ************************************************ Girls: 1-Drive to the bank 2-Check make-up in the mirror 3- Apply perfume 4- Manually check haircut 5- Park car - failure 6- Park car - failure 7- Park car - success 8- Search for the card in the handbag 9- Insert card, rejected by the machine 10- Throw phone card back in handbag 11- look for bank card 12- Insert card 13- Look for piece of paper where secret code is written in handbag 14- Enter code 15-Study instructions for 2 minutes 16- #Cancel# 17- Re-enter code 18- #Cancel# 19- Call husband to get correct code 20- Enter desired amount 21- #Error# 22- Enter bigger amount 23- #Error# 24- Enter maximum amount 25- Cross fingers 26- Take cash 27- Go back to the car 28- Check make-up in rear mirror 29- Look for keys in handbag 30- Start car 31- Drive 50 meters 32- STOP 33- Drive back to bank machine 34- Go out of the car 35- Take card back from machine 36- Go back to the car 37- Throw card on passenger seat 38- Check make-up in rear mirror 39- Manually check haircut 40- Go into roundabout - wrong way 41- BREAK 42- Go into roundabout - right way 43- Drive 5 kilometers 44- Remove hand break November 12 DareDevil NOTHING
Im removing those clouds by my hand , To get a better view , Cause i know in a far away land , This skies were so pretty blue , I'm not the guy who would put his head in the sand , Cause i always knew what to do , I'm not an easy prey for u fate and , I'm not the weak human that you are gonna screw , Cause whenever i fall i will always stand , And nothing in this life that i cant get through , And after i found someone with the same frequency band , And i know that our love is so true , there is nothing....... And i say nothing....... That this life can do... Nothing......
HameedO 12 - 11 - 2005 November 03 :) Thanks SaSsY :)
A nice friend of mine made this pic for me :)
it is really nice
somehow i look like a criminal i dont know why or a drug dealer in the hawaii shirt :)
thanks again my sweet friend
October 23 ............ The Every 10 Minutes Thoughts
What is she doing now? i hope she is happy and having fun , wanna know anything about her dont know how! cuz with out her life is so dark there is no sun! Thinking about her every single day ,
And it is not enough! She comes through my mind in every possible way , And resisting this is really tough! She is so far away
and i miss her i really do Excuse me!!...may i say Baby i'm so much in love with U.......
HameedO 23 - 10 - 2005
**..."If my life were pictures in my mind i would stop , pause and rewind on the pic with u and me in it and carve it to my heart cuz in my lifetime this are my best times ever , beside u only U..... October 13 Monopoly :(Monopoly
Ruining my life every single min per hour per day! Trying to avoid u as much as I can but there is no way Even want u to get lost to leave me alone but here u stay U r the program I always wanted to delete but u never leave my system tray!
U collected everything money , buildings , lands…what else can u do? But how about my love does it mean any damn thing to u? U r related to me just by name that is true Cuz till now u r someone who is living with us , but i don’t know who!
Screw up my life by Going through my mind back and forth Am so fucken cold now guess what now I know the source Wish u can fix anything just once , but u always make it worse Don’t wanna even talk to u but somehow u know how to start yr daily course
And now after u lost it all After u build this big big wall Even yr room is right across my hall But this time u really wanted to fall
Life is long with u , Alone u live as much as u can Collect all the money of the world But u really lost man Our family is ruined r u really happy now? Well second thought u were never a part of it anyhow!
12 – 10 - 2005 Hameedo October 05 HaPpY :) Back Again :)
Well it seems that everybody is gonna kill me hehehe , lately cuz am not in cairo most of the time .
but am back again and for everyone who kept asking am really thankfull :)
and i will try to comment to all the nice people cuz i have been away for a really long time.
And now for fun this is me with the suit and the mafia look!!
beware the gangester heheheee :)
take care all
bye :) September 10 Statue Of Liberty :)The Statue Of Liberty [ice cream edition J]
** This pic was taken by the sweetest and cutest girl ever and I will miss her soooooo much take care all [going to work again I wont be in cairo for around 2 weeks sorry I couldn’t reply any of yr comments but I really didn’t have anytime to do so L] And for u sweets I will miss u a lot but u r in my heart so whenever am thinking of u , u r really there take care hun and I love u J MUAH…. Hameedo J September 07 Love Sweet Love :) [
Now i have this beautiful girl and she is not a cat! She is so sweet and kind , its a fact! She is so honest with me , she doesn't know how to act she is a magnet and am the kind of steel she can easily attract! she asked "am i included in the theory",how do u think i would react!
Isn't it enough to say i love u so That u r the sunshine that made my life glow U r the best soil for my heart to green to live and grow U r the only real thing in this life this big puppet show how would the skies be so nice without u my rainbow All this things wasn't enough for u to know U say am i the same like other girls,now do i have to say NO!!!
i choose u over anything and it is not that strange Am an easy target in yr love sniping range and u got me i was armless, i didnt have time for my love papers to arrange and even after all this my cat theory would never change
U fill my world with sweetness , there is no place for more suger to add Plz don't say what u said again and please don't make me sad Cuz darling really u beat them all and u r the best The best I've ever..........Had...
Hameedo 28-8-2005 September 06 Back at last :) [At Last]
Hey everyone i miss u all!!....sorry i wasnt here in cairo i had work from 19 days and i just came today!!!
so for sure my space is now full of spiders and scorpions and snakes roaming freely!!
so soon i will publish my new poem take care all
bye :) August 10 ~-~-~-~SweeT ComA~-~-~-~She knows when am happy She knows when am sad She knows when am creepy She knows when am feeling bad She knows when am hippie She knows when am mad
How did she knows this all How did she break through my wall How did she win this goal? How did she? I even didn't see the ball She ran away with my heart she stole And now in her love am starting to fall My beautiful and sweet baby doll
Under the sky so blue Our love was really true Something that only touched by some few How did this happen I don’t have a clue Didn’t see any thing , it was just U Even when u r not there I remember the things we do Even in my sleep I see u too This sweet coma is striking my mind before I even knew I’m lost in your eyes baby , I cant concentrate the why the when the which the Who!!...... But the only thing I know That I do Love U……..only U 10-08-2005 Hameedo J August 06 Me , My Heart , My Soul , My Mind*once i felt that this conversation happened between my heart and my soul and my mind they all blamed each other for what i have been throw and i was so confused so i wrote it!!!....
Mind to soul :-
U can cry yr heart out And with yr tears fill an empty ocean U can cry out loud With yr mouth closed,staying still without motion
Would that bring some one u loved and lost! Would it heat up this heart and save it from this frost All u need was love this beautiful sensation u needed most And all u did all the time was living with an illusion , a ghost
Soul to mind :-
Who r u blaming , in this argument u create ? Am sick and tired of yr imaginary soul mate This virtual lovely creature , u think of and date well u r still young u can love again it is not to late And It is all dancing and spinning around the word fate But u don't have faith and u cant damn wait
Heart to mind :-
Isn't it weird u r talking to us now when i loved i never heard yr voice , U didn't turn on the alarm didn't wake me up u were blind and totally toke the wrong choice , Wanna tear this chest out and jump but am too wounded to do so , Am trying to beat again but it is not easy . it was 2 times in a row ,
Look at me and see am torn with this thorns i have inside of me , Just shut up and don't say a word and leave me , just let me be , U r just playing wise and whenever i begin to love all u do is flee , It was all yr fault u stupid thing , now i am the fruit who hates its own tree
Me :-
Mind , soul and heart never were together in anything i have done But this time will be the last cuz am drained and i cant hide nor run And i know and i say nooo to another emotional stun I said before if love was some one i would kill him with my gun But this time i am not even armed and am looking forward for this one Cuz now my love mood is turned ...........................on . July 28 Thank GodWell thank god for his merci on me
i had an accident today morning and i am really Thankfull that am safe after all what happened ,
a truck hitted our car and the car fliped once in the air!! and another flip on the ground !!! 2 flips upside down and after all that the car stoped in its straight position
it is not my car and i wasnt the driver ,
Am safe and fine just some small injurys but everything is alright
take care all
and drive safe
and also keep on smiling
bye July 25 -=-=-=-=[Inject Your Self With Madness]=-=-=-=-Did you ever wish to cross the line just once?
To pass the sane barrier in your boring life Everyone is standing in a raw, and u want to jump and bounce!! Leave your eternal side walk and dance on the edge of a knife Quit staring at your TV screen There are something in life that can’t be seen Come on lazy head break your damn routine You can do it now, u don’t have to be a sixteen!! Break the bottles in your mini bar Remove your hands while driving your car!! Look up to the sky and run chasing a shooting star You are close to cross the line but still not too far Inject your self with madness
Just become a little insane It will remove your sadness!! That will ruin your idealistic brain!? Well they say I am crazy, and I am happy about it
It is a free invitation from me to u Not to put your fingers in the electricity outlet And say that is what he told me to do?!!!! Just be your self and have fun
And laugh like there is no tomorrow People like me is looking straight to the sun And you are hiding in your own cave in sorrow Think of it and take my advice
Just get crazy once or......twice!! You will see how a pure laugh is nice This is free and you don’t have to pay the price Crazy people die and sane people too!!
But crazy people really lived and I wish that for YOU.... 25 - 7 - 2005 HameedO July 23 Best friends Rock :)Really it is something to have close and dear friends and it is really nice when u feel that they do care alot about u just smilling :)
thx my best friends u rocked my day and my world :)
take care all
bye :)
BTW the pic below is drawen by a dear friend and i like it so if u like it say something if u dont just zip it heheheee
.......Remember zip it
July 22 Me With The Dog Tag :)MMM.......one of the best gifts i had in my life for my birthday [by the way my birthday was yesterday hehehe
[i'm 25 now
i always wanted to have a dog tag hehehe really cool :)
and that is me with it :)
take care all and soon i will drop my new poem
"the flower lady " hope u all like it
take care all
smile :)
bye July 18 Reality Sucks & Dreams Rocks :) * DREAMS *
Always loved to live my fantasy , my dream , Like a little Boy happy , cuz he had his ice cream?!! But there is always something there to ruin my light beam , Like a dwarf facing alone a basket ball team , Like someone swimming against the water stream , I just wanted to close my eyes and live my fantasy but... Why do i always wake up and scream!!! **just enjoy yr beautiful dreams , live in yr fantasy , let yr imagination go beyond the limits , its yr secret world , dont let anybody ruin what u have , yr secret hide out from reality :)**
18 - 7 - 2005
HameedO :) July 14 Waiting For Episode Two :)Hearing water sounds in the background and something is tickling my face , Wanna open my eyes and take a look around ,Where am i? what is this place? Opened my eyes slowly finding a beautiful redhead smiling at me ,
Her hair is all over my face , she is gorgeous cant u see?!! She kissed me and she stood up and started running away! ,
"Hey!! wait who are u? ,just wait !!!" i say , She faded away and disappeared , well now is time to take a look around ,
Wow I'm in an beautiful island?!!! now i know why i heard the water sound , Feeling this cool breeze while laying on the white sand ,
"Ahmed Ahmed",here she is again! waving with her little hand , She ran and i ran after her ,now she hides behind the palm trees ,
Looking everywhere to find her , just wanna catch her before she flees , Found her at last ,she can't run now "hey can u please tell me who are u?"
She looked in my eyes and said "i am not gonna tell u , I'll give u a clue"
"I am your"....."ahmed ahmed wake up" now this is a familiar voice ,
The girl and the whole place is fading , Not fair, this isn't nice! "Ahmed , U will be late for your work u lazy thing!!"
"Is that my moms voice?" "beEeEeEeEep" now i hear the alarm ring , Opened my eyes oh god am in my room ,this was a beautiful dream ,
Realizing that i even didn't kiss the girl back made me wanna scream , Why does this always happen? why doesn't the beautiful dreams last?
Even Sweet things in our sleep comes and goes so damn fast!! Well maybe tonight i can catch up with the dream and have episode two :) ,
Wondering will it be the same beautiful red head or.............WHO? 14 - 7 - 2005 [My last night dream] Hameedo :) July 11 SorryWell am sorry for my last poem it is really dark and full of depression but this space is me in poems it is all about ups and downs but lately it was all downs i dont know what is wrong here but i had to write it cuz everything lately seems to be screwed!
I call this a "wake up scars" u have a scar from an old bad memory or experiance from really long time but whenever a really bad thing happens this scar bleeds with its old sadness they all wake up in the sametime!!
Some people said my romantic and sweet poems sounds better and some others said my dark ones r better but in the end , am the one who wrote both cuz i felt them ,first i wrote cuz i felt alot of deep shit in side me and i wanted to let it out , i started from nearly 2 months!! only and i wrote alot in this time period , every single bad or good thing i wrote here ,so no matter how many dark poems i have or romantic poems i have it remains all as something i am living in .
In a matter of fact , i like dark stuff screaming in words shouting and letting it all out[now i know u r saying "huh ya now i know this sadistic freak" ] the weird thing am not a depressed person i laugh really alot , like there is no tomorrow and am really enjoying my time but this year is really screwed :( , bad stuff comes in packages never one by one [i ordered a happy meal man ,not this Mc freakin hell on earth :)].
Why do i like dark stuff? cuz when things r better i look to the old dark poem and laugh i passed this shit and life wont give me this long break so i experiance another screwed story and go on and on and on and onnnnnn!!!!!!! .
and wait a second and see by yourself a super romantic song like "fly me to the moon"
[Fly me to the moon
Let me sing among those stars Let me see what spring is like On Jupiter and mars In other words, hold my hand In other words, Darling kiss me] So touchy and romantic and really makes u weak with love but listen to this "Paint it black"
[I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes I have to turn my head until my darkness goes.......] This song is a wow!!! really!, it is everyone of us in his darkest hours , it touchs more than anything , feeling painfull is stronger than feeling romantic, weird theory right huh!!
Well in the end i say for anyone who doesnt like reading dark stuff then ok skip it and am sorry for making u feel bad [but as i said it is all about me ] , i just have a wish from the people that comes here to write about there good stuff and nice memories in there life maybe this draws a smile on someones face i read every space that his owner left a comment on my space , so everyone just write something about u , yr life happyness and sadness .
Wish u all to be happy and having fun
take care everyone
bye :) King For A Day Screwed For A Life Time!Waking up in the morning with 1000 tons of sadness and 1 gram of hope!
Falling from the highest building on earth and attached to a rope, hanging on the rope while it is getting thinner and thinner,
In my soul i say "i will never lose" cuz i was always a winner, Everyone have his own wounds but my wounds keep on bleeding,
Trying to go on ,while this beast called life on my mind is feeding, This wounds never heal but am trying to survive,
Not looking to them anymore just to keep alive, What the hell is going on?is there anything that i can handle?
I'm setting in the damn darkness with just a small weak candle! Someone tell me how can i stop this growing itch,
Like in fairy tales I'm the knight facing the evil witch, It is not the daily "shit happens" thing am talking about,
I'm talking about things that makes u wanna scream and shout, Now the rope is turning into just a string,
I wonder how much longer can i hang on this thing, looking under me while i sway , I'm hanging so high,
My sanity keeps me holding on ,I'll never surrender and die, What was wrong with being a kid? everything was innocent and pure,
Better than suffering from love , hate , pressure with out finding a cure, Help me god please , i really cant take anymore,
I'm in the middle of the ocean waiting for your Merci to lead me to the shore. 11 - 7 - 2005 Hameedo :(
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